How a small talk feels to an introvert

Parents when you laugh once after you missed school for being sick

When you show up to your job but have no intention of actually doing any work

Me stalking my own account cause I have no one to talk

There is always someone looking at your posts like this

Such a great feeling

How I want to be VS. How I am

What happened?

Me late at night googling some nonsense because I can't sleep